Wake up, repeat, here we go again I feel so numb right now the days are blending in Ripping the thread from these sewn-shut eyes All to find that I’m colorblind In too deep at an all-time low I'm not sure how far this goes Sky’s so gray will it ever clear? Sometimes I want to disappear I’ve been down this road a million times Should’ve looked out for the warning signs It’s treacherous and shakes me to the core Another battle to win the war Paralyzed by fear I’m lost inside my head Losing control I’m hanging by a thread It seems so far away Out of reach but feels so close There is no other way Take a step to reach your goals The unknown is what we have to face Until this war ends We battle day by day Blinded by the fear that dwells within me I can smile but I cannot hide This weight on my shoulder is crushing me The strength must come from deep inside Paralyzed by fear I’m lost inside my head Losing control I’m hanging by a thread There’s no hope in fear But we push it to the edge Stuck in time I wanna start but can’t begin Drowning so deep inside my thoughts Swimming with weights I start to sink (I’m drowning) Buried alive so much to lose Tainted at times, distorted views It seems so far away Out of reach but feels so close There is no other way Take a step to reach your goals The unknown is what we have to face Until this war ends We battle day by day Take it slow, take it day by day Even though the world is tainted gray

Take it easy it's alright take it slow In the moments where we live Now I'm stuck inside this hole Haven't seen the light of day Told me not to do it but I did it anyway Locked upstairs inside my head what's the deal I can't tell what is fake and what is real Time and time again it all crashes down It's hard to feel when you're not around It's easier said than done I never found where I belong A means to an end It's out of my hands I give my problems away Lord save me In the moments where we live time is flying past Once it's gone it's lost there's no turning back Take a second to breathe before you suffocate The choice is yours to make so don't hesitate It's comfortable at the bottom of this pit I like it more than I'd like to admit Time and time again it all crashes down What will happen if I decide to make it out? Counting down the breaths Start to feel the effects Overwhelmed by a black hole That sucks you in and takes control It's comfortable at the bottom of this pit Bury the pain underneath my heart Going insane tears me apart Wounds will heal even though they hurt Scars will remain they don't define your heart It's easier said than done I never found where I belong A means to an end It's out of my hands I give my problems away Lord save me Time and time again it all crashes down I was lost and now I'm found Bury all the wounds before they rip apart Scars remain but don't define your heart

Somehow I ended up here this isn’t how it was supposed to be A smile on my face beneath lies the true pain This mask will only last so long Something’s got a hold of me So much more than I can see I can feel it in my bones And I know I’m not perfect I never claim to be Only you can see through me I know sometimes it’s out of my control Can anyone hear me? Longing searching I’ve lost my way I can’t pretend that I’m okay Please believe me I’ve made up my mind I can’t go on without Your light Something’s got a hold of me So much more than I can see I can feel it in my bones And I know I’m not perfect I never claim to be Only you can see through me It’s been such a long time I can breathe tonight I found my peace Lord knows I tried Hold on hold tight I will wait for you I’ll live in Your name my solitude Something’s got a hold of me So much more than I can see I can feel it in my bones And I know I’m not perfect I never claim to be Only you can see through me Surrender

Sometimes no matter how hard I try Becomes impossible An idea that becomes an obsession But for the sake of my sanity And having faith in humanity The hope in love is all we have Life gets the worst of me But It’s not the end of me Don’t get ahead of yourself Or you’ll miss the moment In life, there’s no guarantee Its just a pit stop until eternity One foot in front of the other No matter how hard the climb Every step of the way Our head is always held up high Even though you feel alone You’re not alone in the fight We stand as one together Everything will be alright In the midst of the turbulence I stop and think Will life ever look the same again A lot is unknown But I know that I’m alive And that’s enough to smile on a bad day A will to survive It's with a heavy heart I break down mentally To tell you the truth I'm my own worst enemy Don’t get ahead of yourself Or you’ll miss the moment In life, there’s no guarantee Its just a pit stop until eternity One foot in front of the other No matter how hard the climb Every step of the way Our head is always held up high Even though you feel alone You’re not alone in the fight We stand as one together Everything will be alright A fresh breath of air is potent It makes you feel alive In life, there’s no guarantee It’s just a pit stop until eternity (until eternity) I feel an emptiness in the pit of my stomach Challenged by the obstacles in the way But I know there's still hope Scars as lessons To remember the trying times I've had to overcome In the midst of the war, we stand as one One foot in front of the other No matter how hard the climb Every step of the way Our head is always held up high Even though you feel alone You’re not alone in the fight We stand as one together Everything will be alright

Suffocate, gasp for air I barely feel alive My mind is out of control I know you feel alone Just know you’re not the only one Take a look around There’s so much to live for Sometimes it's hard to see What lies in front of me Nothing can compare to it The simple beauty of Your majesty It’s the little things in life Overlooked all the time Nothing left to do or say Appreciate every single day Right now it’s hard to feel Break down, start to rebuild Turn the page take a breath Commit until there is nothing left Sometimes it's hard to see What lies in front of me Nothing can compare to it The simple beauty of Your majesty It’s the little things in life Overlooked all the time Nothing left to do or say Appreciate every single day It’s hard to see it’s not the end What if I told you that there’s nothing to it Turn the page take a breath Commit until there’s nothing left Sometimes it's hard to see What lies in front of me Nothing can compare to it The simple beauty of Your majesty It’s the little things in life Overlooked all the time Nothing left to do or say Appreciate every single day Right now it’s hard to feel Break down, start to rebuild